The
Doctor woke slowly and looked through half open eyes at a room that
was so pink he knew at once who it belonged
to. “Rose?” he said, aware that somebody was in the room near him.
He opened his eyes fully and tried to focus beyond the plastic clock
radio that told him it was 12.45 in the afternoon. The last he knew,
it was just after midnight so he had slept for at least half a day.
“No,”
Jackie said. He looked up at Rose’s mother’s face and hid under
the pillow. “Where’s Rose?” he asked from beneath the safety of
two inches of fire-retardant polyfoam.
“In
the living room. Where she’s staying. Platonic or not, she’s banned from coming
in here while you’re… Well, anyway…” She put a cup of tea by the
bedside. He peeped out from under the pillow and looked at it but
was not, for the moment, interested.
He had
something else on his mind.
“Who…
undressed me….” he said slowly, his eyes widening in horror as he
realised he was wearing pyjamas. He pulled the big, flowery duvet
closer around him.
“Don’t
panic,” Jackie said. “You haven’t got anything I haven’t seen before,
Mr Time Lord from the other side of the universe.”
“Ok…
I’m trying not to think about you checking up on that. What happened
to me.”
“Susan
says that your species can go without sleep for two or three weeks
if necessary. Rose says she has NEVER seen you sleep. I guess even
you have limitations.” She paused and looked at him. “Really…
twelve hours?”
“Yes,”
he said.
“That’s….
very exotic.”
“Its
bloody boring,” he said. Clearly going back to sleep wasn’t an option
so he figured he might as well answer her questions. “I think it’s
the reason a lot of us joined monasteries and took to a life of
meditation instead. Seriously, Jackie, I DO intend to do right by
Rose. It’s just… your idea of right and mine – and hers… are different.
You… were born in a council estate… you dreamt your whole life of
getting away from it. But the man you hoped would do that died and
left you Rose to bring up… and until I came along her life was a
rerun of yours… and I know that bothered you. You wanted better
for her. But your better… is a four bedroom townhouse with front
and back gardens and double garage near Wanstead common. And that’s
ok. It’s not a bad ambition. But it’s not Rose’s. It’s yours. Rose…
is my responsibility now. The best thing you could do, Jackie, is
find a man who will make that dream come true for YOU. You’re still
young… you’re still attractive. Your dreams don’t have to be over.”
Jackie
stared at him for a long moment. Rose had said he was psychic, as
well as all the other strange things about him that had made them
decide against calling in medical attention for him. He must be,
because she had never even told Rose about Wanstead Common.
“You’re
a fine one to talk,” she said. “You can’t even sort out your own
family.” But he knew that was just her defence mechanism pushing
back against being given advice by him.
“Whatever
you say, Jackie,” he said, burying his head under the pink duvet
again. “Now go away... and let me see Rose.” He heard her go out
the door, and he drifted asleep again. He wasn’t sure if he dreamt
that Jackie came back again later and took away the cold cup of
half drunk tea. He was sure he was awake when she slipped in again
with a fresh cup. Just how much tea did she expect him to drink?
He hid his head under the pillow again and hoped she would go away
and stop haunting his dreams.
When
he woke again he was aware once more of somebody standing by the
bed.
“Jackie…
please leave me alone…” he moaned. “I’m not a bad person. I don’t deserve this.”
“Twelve
hours?” Rose said and he risked coming out from under the pillow.
He looked up gratefully into her brown eyes. “Out of interest….
What would I be doing all that time?”
“Looking
magnificent in a formal Gallifreyan wedding gown,” he said. He sat
up and looked at her. “You do understand… why I can’t…”
“Susan
told me the real reason,” she said. She kicked off her shoes and
climbed into the bed next to him. He froze in panic.
“What
are you doing?”
“It’s
Saturday afternoon. Mickey has taken David and the boys to see Leyton
Orient play Preston North End. My mum has gone shopping with Susan
and the baby. They took one of your credit cards.” He looked concerned
about that for a moment. Then he smiled.
“A
small price to pay! And what about….”
“Jack
has gone to find a pub where he once pulled a pair of crackers in
the 1970s. That’s what he said, and I’m not going to ask! We’re
alone in the house. So…So… come here and give me a cuddle.”
“Rose…”
“It’s
ok. I just want to hug you. You’re wearing my dad’s pj’s, by the way. And for the record, mum is having you on.
David put you to bed. She had nothing to do with it. You had us
all worried though. Especially me. What
would I do without you, my Doctor…” She
pressed herself close to him and he slid his arm around her. She
did feel nice, warm and soft and he was
glad of her nearness. It soothed his body and mind knowing that
she was near him.
“Twelve
hours…” she laughed. “It’s nice to think
that you wanted to… It really is. But as long as you are around…
as long as you are in my life… that’s enough.” She kissed him quickly
on the lips and that did almost as much as an hour’s meditation
for restoring his soul, but it did nothing for the confusion in
his head. She laid her head on his
chest, a hand over one of his hearts. “Just hold me,” she said.
“And let the universe look after itself until tomorrow.”
“The
universe…” he murmured. “Why can’t it leave
me alone. I wish I could put this planet
in some kind of shield, keeping all the lowlife of the universe
away from it, and then I could stay here with you, and know you
are safe… and that Susan and the children are safe… Or why can’t
I be an ordinary man, with no responsibilities except to my family…
to you…”
“Because
you’re not….” She said. “You’re the Doctor. You’re the man who saves
the universe when it calls out to him. And I wouldn’t have you any
other way. But… if it calls today, the answering machine is on.”
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