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By Rose’s Earth bound watch it was
early evening and the time travellers had nothing to do for the time being.
Rose lounged on her cabin bed reading a book and drinking a can of cola
from the vending machine she had found in one of the TARDIS’s strange
corridors. Jack was sitting with his back against the side of the bed,
also reading. Only the Doctor was active, working down on the console
floor at some exposed wiring that he was re-connecting with great concentration.
Neither Rose nor Jack had a clue what he was doing. Rose half suspected
that the feverish work was actually achieving nothing except giving him
something for his hands to be doing while he let his thoughts run free
over whatever he needed to think about. Since SangC’lune, the burdens
that usually weighed him down seemed to have lightened some and he had
even been caught humming as he worked from time to time. The Wind Beneath
My Wings was the tune he commonly sang and Rose always smiled because
she knew he sang it for her.
“Hey,” Jack said and nudged Rose. She took
the magazine he was reading and read the piece he pointed out.
“Urban Myths – The Time Lords – For
millennia, sentient lifeforms throughout the universe have spoken of the
Time Lords in awe. The Great Battle known as the Time War, between the
Time Lords and the Daleks is subject of numberless books, songs and holomovies.
And yet, not a single word can be proven to be true. Daleks did once exist.
There is archaeological proof on many planets. But their demise was as
a result of a natural disaster similar to that which killed the dinosaurs
on Earth or the fish-based life forms of Matrix 11. Time Lords never existed.
They are a mere fiction no more real than the old earth tales of Merlin
or the sea-people of Aquaria. See page 5 for details of the major works
of fiction that spread the myth throughout the universe.”
Rose looked at the front of the magazine. Intergalactic Enquirer! She
had never seen it before, not being the kind of girl who frequented magazine
racks in space docks. But the type was universal. On earth, her mother
devoured this sort of glossy magazine with its lurid stories about celebrity
marriages and fashion and make up tips.
“Well, its rubbish,” she said. “We know it is. We LIVE
with a Time Lord. And after SangC’lune we KNOW the rest of them
USED to exist.” She looked at The Doctor as he worked away. “But
don’t let HIM see, all the same.”
But HE didn’t have to see. He WAS a Time Lord, and the ability to
hear whispered conversations on the other side of the room was child’s
play. He didn’t often eavesdrop on the chat between his two human
companions. Usually it was too trivial to bother with anyway. Anything
serious in the TARDIS usually involved him, but when they had anything
idle to talk about it was usually between themselves. Something in the
sideways glances that he caught from both of them, though, made him listen
in more closely.
So… he thought bitterly. The population of the universe believe
in Daleks, but not in me! There’s gratitude. There’s a bloody
great kick in the teeth for all he had done for them. Since SangC’lune
he had felt pretty good about life generally and the awesome responsibilities
that sat upon him. For a moment, now, though, he found himself thinking
of how easy it would have been to just let himself die in the wake of
his home planet’s death. He could have opened the TARDIS doors and
let the full force of the radiation blast turn his body to sub-atomic
particles. It would have been less painful than struggling on. Oblivion…
And look at what you would have missed, his better angels told him and
forced him to look up into those brown eyes that trusted in him and loved
him and were now asking him a question he hadn’t even heard, so
locked up was he in a stupid moment of depression.
“What was that?” he said, shaking his head.
But whatever her question had been she never had chance to repeat it.
The TARDIS suddenly lurched out of the space-time vortex into real time
without passing through temporal orbit. Rose, who had been leaning over
to talk to him down on the floor was pitched on top of him in a way he
would have enjoyed if he had not been worried about what had happened
to the TARDIS. He suspected it was something he had done to the wiring
when he had let his concentration wander. To his relief, he heard the
sound of the TARDIS materialising. At least they were landing SOMEWHERE.
Rose was the first to recover her feet. She went to the
time-circuit panel and read the data. “Earth,” she said, “July
1st, 1916…. 7.28 a.m.” Her eyes widened. History was one of
her worst subjects at school, but there were some dates she knew. “Doctor…”
she said. “That’s…”

The Doctor groaned. Because although there was an entire planet the TARDIS
could have landed on at that time and date, most of which was relatively
quiet, its own version of Murphy’s Law meant that in fact there
was only one place it was BOUND to have landed.
“Rose… quickly…” he called to her… Come
back down here on the floor and hold on. Jack… come here, too. They
both obeyed quickly. There was something in his voice that told them not
to argue. Rose flung herself down on the floor next to The Doctor and
he put his arm across her shoulder protectively. Jack hit the ground the
other side of him and was startled when The Doctor reached out to him,
too. A moment later the TARDIS shook as something exploded outside. A
second explosion, and it seemed to lurch and the floor they were on tilted
slightly. The Doctor tightened his hold on both his companions and told
them to be calm.
“What the hell is that?” Jack asked.
“The Battle of the Somme,” Rose said. “I am right, aren’t
I? I knew the date because my great granddad was there. My gran still
has a picture and his medals and things.”
“You’re right,” the Doctor said. “And we shouldn’t
be here. This is the last place time travellers should be. Some things
just can’t take temporal interference. This is a really bad year
for the whole world. But the things that happened here set in motion events
that impacted on the century that followed for good or bad. And there
isn’t a fraction of detail that can change without it impacting
on the future. So we’re not going out there. We’re just going
to wait right here until the battle quietens, then we’re going to
get back into orbit.”
“But…” Jack said, “How long could that be?”
“Three hours,” Rose said. She remembered being told that once.
Three hours and so many thousands died.
“You want us to stay down here for three hours?” Jack asked.
“No. Just for the next half hour while the British
are shelling the German trenches in preparation for ‘going over
the top.’” And he explained that the way warfare happened
in 1916, artillery shells would first be launched against the enemy, with
the intention of destroying their machine gun posts. Then when the guns
stopped the troops came out of the trenches, with bayonets fixed, and
ran towards the enemy.
“Unfortunately, as history records,” he said, “the artillery
fell short. The machine guns were still in place. HUNDREDS of thousands
of men are going to die out there in the next few hours. And no, I can’t
stop it. Even if I COULD I wouldn’t.”
Another shell fell somewhere close to the TARDIS. It shook and settled
still further at an angle.
“On the outside… the TARDIS is a wooden box,” Rose said.
“What if one of those things hits us - we could be blown to smithereens.”
“Rose,” The Doctor said. “Surely you know the TARDIS
better than that. The wooden box is just an illusion. A direct hit could
blow some fuses. But smithereens isn’t in it.”
“Are you sure?”
“If I couldn’t die in the Time War that destroyed my own world,
I’m certainly not going to die in the stupidest campaign of the
stupidest war of YOUR world. Trust me.”
And she always did. But as they waited, helplessly, for the bombardment
to end, even The Doctor wasn’t entirely sure himself what would
happen if the TARDIS took a direct hit from a high explosive shell. He
doubted it could be totally destroyed, but if it was disabled enough to
prevent them getting away… this was a lousy year for most of the
world. He wasn’t sure he wanted to have to live in it.
As
suddenly as it began, the bombardments ended. And as the Doctor got to
his feet and went to the console he knew the worst was just starting.
They heard all the sounds of the battle; the eerie sounds of whistles
blown all up and down the miles long trenches to signal the moment, shouts,
running feet, gunfire and cries of pain and death. They all found it horrifying,
but The Doctor felt it worst, because he could feel it within him. He
always could when he was in the presence of death. And when it was many
deaths all at once, when he felt multiple souls cry out, it was like a
physical pain. He blinked back the tears of empathy and tried to concentrate
on the job in hand. There WAS something wrong with the TARDIS. He put
it into a diagnostic mode and waited for it to tell him what was wrong
with itself, hoping it was something he could fix. When he got the results
he burst out into near hysterical laughter that disturbed his companions.
“Oh this is fantastic. Both the temporal and spatial drives are
offline – it’ll take about 24 hours to recharge them before
we can get out of here. But the chameleon circuit has kicked in. We actually
have a TARDIS that is blending in with its background for once. Just as
well really. This is not the kind of place you want to look out of place.”
He flipped a switch in frustration and the TARDIS seemed to respond momentarily,
only to stall again. “Oh well, that helps a lot…. Apparently
we have shifted 800 yards from our previous position and five hours later.”
“I hope we moved nearer the British lines,” Jack said.
“So do I,” The Doctor agreed. “Yes,” he added
before Rose formed the question. “German IS one of the five billion
languages I know. But I don’t really want to have to use it to explain
what I’m doing here with you two.”
“We’re going out there?” Rose asked.
“Yes. Because on top of everything else I don’t actually think
we are here by coincidence.” He had been looking at other panels
on the TARDIS. “And I don’t think we crashed because of anything
I did. Jack, what do you reckon this reading is?” Jack looked at
the screen and gave his answer immediately.
“A Cloaked Berrisian Space Capsule. Oh hell!”
“Hell on Earth. Which this place is right now. Ok, children, we’re
going to play Doctor’s and Nurses. To the Wardrobe.”
“I thought you were kidding about the doctors and
nurses,” Rose laughed as she emerged from behind a discreet dressing
screen in the uniform of a World War One Red Cross Nurse. When she saw
The Doctor she did a double take. Instead of his usual extremely shabby
leather jacket, jumper and black jeans, he was dressed in the uniform
of a World War One Royal Army Medical Corps officer.
“I remembered Jack’s first reaction to me when we met in the
Blitz,” he said. “And decided not to get mistaken for a U-Boat
captain.”
“Isn’t anyone going to mention how devilishly gorgeous I look?”
Jack demanded, and Rose and The Doctor turned to look at Captain Jack
Harkness back in uniform, this time as a Captain in the British Army.
“You look devilishly gorgeous,” The Doctor said with an impish
wink and blew him a kiss. Rose laughed. So did Jack.
“If I thought you meant it, I’d feel complimented,”
Jack sighed. “But everyone in the universe knows you’re a
one-woman-man, Doctor!”
“Everyone in the universe thinks I’m a myth,”
The Doctor replied sarcastically. “So their opinion really doesn’t
count. And by the way, Merlin graduated from the Prydonian Academy when
I was a junior.”
“Are you actually a medical doctor?” Rose asked
the Doctor as they stepped out of the TARDIS and turned to look at it,
seeing, to their astonishment, not the familiar blue box, but an old-fashioned
army ambulance.
“Yes, actually, when I was a student – a callow youth of 190
- I went on a field trip to earth and studied medicine with the Society
of Apothecaries in London in the 1860s.” There was a wistful glint
in his eye that made both Jack and Rose look at him. “Yes, ok, I
did it for love. Oh, Elizabeth Garret, how she made my hearts beat. But
she only wanted to be friends. She had her eye on another fellow.”
“You’re kidding?” Rose said.
“Elizabeth Garret, the first woman in Britain to qualify as a doctor?”
Jack said.
“That wasn’t what was worrying me,” Rose said. What
WAS worrying her was how jealous she had felt about the idea of the Doctor,
700 years ago, fancying a woman who was probably long dead now. “What
did you look like when you were 190 years old?” she asked him. “Should
she have fancied you?”
“You know, I can’t actually remember,” he said. “I’ve
been through so many faces I sometimes forget which one I have right now.
But 190 in Gallifrey years is about 19 in earth years. I was probably
a bit of a gormless teenager with high hopes. Anyway, I AM a qualified
doctor at least by Victorian standards. It’s not what I qualified
in at the Prydonian Academy though. That was Gallifreyan law and thermodynamics.”
“You’re a lawyer as well?” Jack said.
“Would be if I had ever practised law,” he said. “You
have no idea how dull our legal system was! I did lead the campaign against
banning inter-breeding with humans, but we lost that one.”
“Inter…But your wife was human.” Rose said. “And
your mother.”
“Yes.” The Doctor said. “They brought in the law about
five years after my Julia died. They said it was for the protection of
humans. But really it was just ‘pure blood’ eugenics. What
they were really scared of was more half-bloods like me rising through
the ranks and telling them what to do. It was nonsense anyway. I have
less than two percent human DNA. My father’s blood overwhelmed my
mother’s. It was the same with my son. But the “pure bloods”
had their way.” He looked sad and bitter for a moment, then he shook
his head and sighed. “Gallifreyan eugenics laws died with Gallifrey.
To hell with them.”
“Who the devil are you?” a stern voice demanded and The Doctor
turned, pulling his psychic paper from his pocket.
“I’m The Doctor,” he said. “These
two are with me.”
“Of course, Sir.” The lieutenant who had challenged them snapped
to attention and saluted The Doctor, who wore the single crown denoting
the rank of major on his shoulders. “You’ll be wanting to
get started at the field hospital.”
“Lead the way,” he said.
Not for the first time, Rose wondered about The Doctor’s apparent
ability to look like he was in charge in any given situation. All he had
said was, “I am the Doctor.” She was sure that he ought to
have given more information than that on being challenged in the middle
of a World War One front line army camp. Was it hypnotism or just the
natural authority he somehow exuded. Who, other than her mum, would ever
dare cross him?
The hospital was in a dreadful state. The wounded of the
awful battle they had heard going on outside the TARDIS were lying on
stretchers on almost every surface; bloody, burnt, limbless, blind, wounds
impossible to imagine or describe. A sound of sobbing, groaning and shrill
cries of pain filled the air. Rose found it hard to look. Everywhere her
eyes met yet more horror. She felt slightly sick. But two things made
her keep going. One was the fact that she WAS wearing a nurse’s
uniform – even if she wasn’t a real nurse. And the other was
that she didn’t want The Doctor to think she couldn’t hack
it.
“Thank
God you’re here!” A man in a matching RAMC uniform, but covered
in an apron stained with blood and possibly worse, greeted The Doctor
with relieved warmth. “I told them I needed another doctor on hand,
but I didn’t think they’d listened.”
The Doctor looked around at Jack. “You know what
we’re looking for,” he said. “Check out the area and
report back here. I have a feeling this is exactly where I’ll be
for a good while.” He turned to Rose. “You’re with me.
I know this is pretty gruesome, but you’ve seen worse and I have
faith in you.” And he stepped into the operating “theatre”
of the field hospital where the other doctor was busy performing an emergency
amputation at one table. The Doctor grabbed a surgical apron and fastened
it on and then moved to the second operating table where a young man lay,
moaning softly as blood seeped through the front of his uniform. The Doctor
pressed his fingers against the wounded man’s temples and he became
calm at once. Then with Rose’s assistance – and he had to
admire her for adapting very quickly to the role of field nurse –
he cut through his clothes to reveal the dreadful wound in his stomach.
The Doctor had, in fact, acquired a good deal of medical knowledge in
more advanced times and places than 1860, and he knew instantly that this
man was beyond help. His organs were pulped by the bullets that had ripped
through him. He took the young soldier’s hand in his as he felt
his life slip away and then he closed the dead eyes and called for a stretcher
bearer to remove him.
“No!” A scream pierced the air and a young
soldier pushed his way past those who would stop him reaching the table.
“He can’t be dead. He shouldn’t even be here…
It’s my fault…. I thought it would be great to join up together…
He’s only seventeen… Our mam’ll kill me…. I’m
supposed to look after him.”
“He’s your brother?” The Doctor put his hand on the
young man’s shoulder. “I’m sorry, but his injuries were
too extreme to begin to treat.” The soldier looked up at The Doctor.
“You’re an officer…” he said.
“But you SOUND like one of us…..” Rose was puzzled for
a moment, until she remembered how odd The Doctor’s accent had sounded
the first time she met him. She hardly noticed it now. It was HIS voice.
But she realised this young soldier had the same accent. “We’re…
in the Salford Pals,” he said. “From Chapel Street…
we all of us joined up from the Mill…”
“Chapel Street? I know it well,” The Doctor
said. “Drank many a pint in the Old Ship. I’m sorry. I really
am. I’m sorry I couldn’t do anything for your brother. Please,
take him now, to wherever they are laying the dead, say the prayers you
need to say, and thank any God you believe in that you’re alive.
Your mam - when she’s finished killing you for letting your brother
die - will at least bless the fact that you made it. And that’s
the only consolation there is in all this.”
He gently lifted the dead man from the table and laid him
in his brother’s arms. As the soldier turned with his sad burden
the stretcher bearers laid before The Doctor another screaming victim
of ‘the stupidest campaign of the stupidest war’ as he had
accurately called it. He prepared to do what he could so that at least
this one’s loved ones got back half a man in a wheelchair.
“Chapel Street? The Old Ship?” Rose questioned as she passed
him fearful looking instruments and swabbed bloody wounds. “You
really know the place?”
“No. I saw the pub in his memory. But it made him
think not all officers are murdering upper class fools. I don’t
know WHY I have a working class Manchester accent. I’ve only been
there once – at the Peterloo Massacre, 1819. How I look and sound
is a malevolent whim of the regeneration process.” He had finished
doing what he could for that patient and the stretcher bearers substituted
another one. And that was the pattern for hours on end. They seemed never
to stop coming. Rose was relieved by another nurse and sent off to rest.
She seemed reluctant to go, but The Doctor persuaded her to go back to
the TARDIS on pretext of checking some readings for him. When he had a
moment to check on her he found her asleep on her cabin bed by the softly
murmuring console as it recharged the drives.
That was fine. She was, after all, only Human. But he wasn’t.
And his superior stamina was tested to the limit as hour after hour the
wounded came to him, to be treated, to live, to die. Far too many of them
died. And he knew that in most of those cases it was wasting his time
to try. They needed a triage system. They needed to decide which it was
possible to save and which they should just give a shot of morphine and
leave to quietly and quickly die. As harsh as it sounded, it would have
given him and the REAL doctor a chance of saving far more of those who
COULD be saved.
He looked across at the other doctor. Despite NOT being
of Gallifreyan birth, with two hearts and superior stamina, he never stopped
working either. The Doctor admired his courage and his steadfastness.
As ceaselessly as they both worked, injured were brought in; men who were
hardly recognisable as men any more, such were their injuries, screaming,
crying for their mothers, praying to their God or more often cursing Him
for leaving them only half alive.
In comparison, The Doctor thought, the Time War had been
clean. There were no half men struggling to survive in its aftermath.
No shell-shocked and insane - unless he himself counted.
He had been a half-man, half insane, when he had put himself
into stasis, unable to finish himself off with some quick death and end
the Time Lord race for ever, too weary and heartsick to initiate regeneration
and begin again. He understood what these men were suffering better than
any of them could guess. And that was why, although he never should have
been there, in the midst of a major temporal event that could not be interfered
with without seriously damaging the future history of the planet, he did
what he could to ease the pain of those who were living or dying anyway
with or without his help.
As night fell, the pace slackened and both doctors were
able to step back from their operating tables and know the worst was over
for one day. The other man went to find clean clothes and a place to rest
a few hours before it all started again. The Doctor stayed on duty. He
felt sick in both his hearts from the suffering he had seen at too close
quarters but his mind and body were still fit and able to carry on. And
after hours of frustration at being able to do so little, there was one
thing he could do.
It was a dreadful thing, and if he had ever taken the Hippocratic
oath he knew he could not have done it. The family Lœngbærrow
took oaths seriously, even archaic ones. But having been thrown over by
the lovely Elizabeth just after the final examination, he never actually
made that commitment to the medical profession.
So there was nothing to stop him doing what he did now.
He walked through the field hospital like an Old Testament
Angel of Death. At each bed he touched the forehead of the man lying there
and in his soul he knew when this man was fated to die. It was another
of his Time Lord skills but one he rarely practiced, because knowing the
length of somebody’s lifespan just by touching them is too much
of a burden to carry. But he used it now, he HOPED for the good. When
he touched one that was doomed only to a few hours of pain and suffering
he made it easy for them. No, he didn’t kill them. He consoled his
conscience with that. What he did was show the soul the way to leave the
stricken body. The free will of each man, if it was strong enough, could
turn away from the portal he opened. One or two did. But most seemed grateful
for the relief he offered.
Some, when he touched them, he saw immediate pain. But he also saw beyond
that, to a life that stretched beyond the now, beyond the battlefield.
He saw their children and grandchildren, and a far off death at the end
of a natural lifespan. Still others, he saw maybe a few more months of
life, a year, perhaps, before the same fate they escaped this time finally
caught up with them. These he gave a different gift, a relief for a few
hours from pain, without the addictive drugs of the field hospital. He
felt sadness for those doomed to live now only to die on another battlefield,
but he couldn’t interfere with the causality of that. And those
he knew would live a long and fruitful life made the whole thing seem
a little less ghastly and pointless.
He touched the patient in the end bed and he saw that this, too, was a
survivor. He saw children, grandchildren, even great-grandchildren before
the man died a very old man by human standards in the 1980s. Very nearly
the other end of the century - Rose’s generation.
It was as he thought of Rose that he realised that he was seeing something
strangely familiar. Gently, he probed further and realised what it was.
“Nurse,” he called quietly and the slight young thing in a
nurse’s uniform who had been sitting at a desk under a lamp labelling
pill boxes came to his side. “Do you have this man’s chart?”
he asked. “I can’t seem to see it.”
“It’s
here, Sir,” she said, bending and picking up the clipboard that
had dropped off the end of the bed and pushed underneath. The Doctor looked
at the name at the top of the page. “Private Michael Tyler, aged
19.” He read.
“Same age as me,” the nurse said in a soft
cockney accent that made the Doctor look at her twice. In the lamplight
he saw two liquid brown eyes framed by nut brown hair. Well, he knew his
Rose was not a natural blonde. When they were too long away from a Boots
Chemist her roots did start to show. If she had been born before girls
of her class dyed their hair and wore make up and fashion jewellery the
girl standing before him here would have been her.
“What is your name?” he asked, although he
didn’t need to be told.
“Rose Cotton,” she said. “Nurse Rose
Cotton.”
The Doctor smiled at her. “Nurse Rose Cotton, aged
19, this is Private Michael Tyler, aged 19.” He took the nurse’s
hand and put it into the limp hand of the sleeping soldier and closed
his around them both. “And the two of you are going to have a long
and fantastic life. I promise you.” Nurse Rose Cotton looked up
at his soft slate-grey eyes and though she didn’t understand what
he had just told her, and it was the strangest thing she had ever heard
an officer say, she believed him. She looked at the sleeping form of Private
Michael Tyler and then turned and looked for the Doctor. But he was not
there.
Outside in the dark the Doctor smiled to himself. That last encounter
had totally restored his faith in humanity’s chances of survival.
No wonder his Rose was such a brave young thing. Her great grandparents,
at the same age she had been when she stepped on board his TARDIS and
accepted her share of his burden, had both signed up for the big adventure
that was called the Great War until a greater one came along. They had
come through a day that was known in the history of earth as the most
bloody and pointless and futile day in that history and they were alive,
and their future was theirs to make what they could of it. And the end
product of it all, insignificant in terms of world history, was his Rose.
As if thinking of her had brought her to his side, he felt her slip her
hand in his. Wordlessly he drew her close. He had that to be thankful
for. Apart from Michael Tyler, lying there asleep, not even knowing that
his future wife was by his side, he was the only man in this great camp
who had the comfort of a woman’s love to sustain him.
“Hey, you two lovebirds,” Jack called out softly in the dark.
“Come on, there’s work to be done.”
“You found the craft?” The Doctor asked him.
“Took me all day, but yes. It’s out there – in No Man’s
Land. They’re out there now – feeding.”
“What are?” Rose said. “The B…what you said earlier…”
“Berrisian,” The Doctor explained. “Their capsule must
have cut across our path while we were in the vortex and pulled us into
their wake. I thought it was me. But the circuits I was working on had
nothing to do with either of the main drives. I was…” He laughed
at himself. “I was just trying to get clearer pictures on the viewscreen.”
“But what ARE Berrisian?” Rose asked again.
“Space ghouls, feeding on the dead,” Jack said. “I’ve
come across them before. They love battlefields. And this one is a feast
to them.”
“Uggh,” Rose shuddered.
“Uggh is the word,” said The Doctor. “It’s certainly
not something you ought to be looking at, Rose. There’s a very nice
young nurse working all by herself in there. Why don’t you go keep
her company.”
“You’re sending me off to play nurse while the big men do
the hard work,” she protested.
“I know I am,” The Doctor admitted. “And I am sorry.
I know its wrong of me. But I don’t want you out there. So, please,
do as I ask.” He held her close to him for a few moments before
sending her on her way back to the field hospital while he and Jack made
their way towards the No Man’s Land of the Somme offensive.
“You know, Doctor,” Jack said. “Rose has a point. You
DID send her off to play nurses.”
“I want her safe.”
“Yes, and everyone knows why. You’re in love with her and
you don’t want to see her hurt.”
“Well, of course I don’t. Do you?”
“You’re the one with the superior intellect,” Jack responded.
“You don’t need me to spell it out. You put her safety first.
One of these days you’ll put us all at risk to do that, or you’ll
let somebody else be hurt in order to protect her. You can’t do
that.”
Jack was right, of course. He knew it. But he wasn’t sure he could
change anything. He didn’t want her hurt. He DID love her too much.
Was it his weakness? His Achilles Heel? If it was, he didn’t know
what he should do about it.
“Just let her do what SHE feels is right,” Jack told him.
“If that means being with you through thick and thin, well consider
yourself a lucky man. I wish somebody cared that much for me.”
“You don’t let anyone care for you, Jack.” The Doctor
said. “You run away from commitment.”
“I used to,” he said. “Till I met you. Now I’m
signed up for the hardest job in the universe and don’t even get
paid for it. And you don’t even kiss me,” he added.
“One woman man, Jack,” The Doctor reminded him. “Sorry.”
“Yeah,”
Jack smiled. But the witty riposte he was about to make never happened.
They were in the area known as ‘No Man’s Land’, between
two great armies in the aftermath of one of its most bloody days. The
field was littered with bodies still, and that was gruesome enough. But
what made it worse was the fact that the bodies were being eaten by hundreds
of two foot tall creatures with skin like a muddy potato and teeth like
piranha fish. The Doctor looked deep into the night. The tiny part of
his DNA that came from his human mother seemed concentrated in his eyes.
They had, he knew, a human retinal pattern. But at the same time, he had
the extra ‘features’ of Gallifreyan eyes, including a filter
against strong light that allowed him to look into the sun, telescopic
and microscopic sight and, of course, night vision. He looked, using both
the telescopic and night vision abilities, all across No Man’s Land
and he could see thousands of the gruesome little scavengers, and on the
air, a sickening sound of chewing and crunching.
“Where’s the ship?” The Doctor asked,
and Jack pointed to a slight rise in the ground.
"It's there – cloaked. But I picked up the wave
form of its engines on the TARDIS’s scanners. It’s big enough
to carry 10,000 of those things. And you KNOW what happens after they
feed.”
The Doctor nodded. After feeding on the dead, they would go into their
ship and ‘pupate’ similar to caterpillars turning to butterflies
- except these would turn into a dozen new flesh eating ghouls, their
numbers thus growing exponentially. Granted, they fed on the dead, and
were no threat to the living. In a gruesome way, they even provided a
kind of service – cleaning the battlefields of rotting dead flesh.
But they were wrong. They didn’t belong here. Stupid and futile
as this battlefield was, it was a HUMAN place. Nothing else ought to be
here. Nothing alien. Not even him. But HE couldn’t leave yet.
“We need to get to the ship,” The Doctor said.
“Yeah, I figured we might,” Jack said. “Just one problem.
Well, two problems. Somewhere out THERE is a German machine gun post capable
of turning both of us into fresh Berrisian food. And THERE – he
pointed into the dark in the other direction – a British post that
can do likewise.”
“Yeah,” The Doctor grimaced. “If the TARDIS was working
ok we’d have no problem.” He sighed. He actually felt a little
too tired to do this. “Jack, please remember that I AM a one-woman-man
and give me your hand. I need actual physical contact with you to fold
time around us both.” Jack reached out to him and The Doctor closed
his hand around his. His touch, Jack noticed, was like a charge of static
electricity. And it did something else. Jack looked around and saw that
all movement beyond a perimeter a foot or so beyond the two of them had
slowed to near stop. The gruesome ghouls looked as if they were chewing
absently and thoughtfully rather than indulging a feeding frenzy. He expected
to move as if through treacle but it was not like that. Everything else
was slowed down, but they moved at normal speed across the battlefield
to where the alien ship was hidden. Or was time normal and THEY speeded
up? He wasn’t sure, but the effect was the same. If the men at the
machine gun posts saw anything, it was a momentary shadow put down to
overtiredness.
The cloaking mechanism was good. Even right on top of it, neither of them
would have known it was there if they didn’t have the sonic screwdriver’s
insistent signal telling them it was. The Doctor punched in a code and
pointed it at the empty space they knew was not empty. The ship solidified
in front of them. “Watch my back,” the Doctor said as he moved
underneath the main bulkhead of the ship and used the sonic screwdriver
to UNSCREW an access panel. Jack thought it was the first time he had
seen it DO anything that normal. But his job was to watch The Doctor’s
back, and he did so. He drew the service pistol that came with the uniform
and kept his eye out for alien ghouls that might decide to try live flesh
instead.
“That does it,” the Doctor said after a few minutes apparently
aimlessly tinkering in the underbelly of the alien ship. He clasped Jack’s
hand again and he felt the time slow again – or speed up, whichever
it was.
They were halfway across no-man’s land when The Doctor heard with
his alien auditory range the high pitched homing signal he had set off.
All around them the Berrisian ghouls paused in their gruesome meals and
then began to rush back towards their ship. For a moment, even in their
folded time they couldn’t move as the creatures flew past them.
As soon as the air cleared they ran for it back to the British lines.
The Doctor released them from the time fold and they turned
to look as the Berrisian ship’s engines fired into life with a high
pitched whine that alerted the sentries and machine gunners on the British
side as it must have done the Germans some half mile or so away. But neither
could see anything. At least not until the ship was some hundred feet
into the air and it exploded with a brilliance that brought a false dawn
to the Somme battlefield for nearly 30 seconds. The Doctor, whose eyes
had immediately shielded themselves, was the only one who saw clearly
the craft explode into a million pieces of burning metal that would fall
back to earth and bury themselves in soil that was already littered with
so much shrapnel and detritus of battle that, even in Rose’s time,
farmers ploughing peaceful fields on this spot would still turn up pieces
from time to time. None would ever suspect the mangled and fused lumps
were anything out of the ordinary, while hungry dog packs would be the
explanation should anyone ask what happened to the bodies that lay there
overnight. Not that very many people would ask. As the darkness returned,
for one hour more before dawn, the trenches were already starting to fill
with men who were preparing to repeat yesterday’s stupid manoeuvre
in the hope that THIS time it would work. The Doctor sighed as he turned
away and consoled himself with the knowledge that the same bull-headed
determination actually helped humanity achieve a great deal against the
odds as well.
The TARDIS’s space and time drives were fully rebooted
and engaged. There were some loose ends to tie up before they could go,
though. As he stepped outside again, dressed in his incongruous black
leather jacket once more, The Doctor saw an ambulance just like the one
the TARDIS had disguised itself as pull up. He stepped into the shadows
and watched as a man in a smart RAMC officer’s uniform climbed out,
accompanied by two nurses and a youthful looking Captain. The doctor he
had worked with for a day and a night emerged from the field hospital
to greet him.
“Sorry we’re late,” the new doctor said
in the more usual clipped Home Counties tones that had never seen the
inside of a Salford pub. “Heard you needed back up here. But this
was the soonest we could make it.”
“That’s all right,” the doctor said.
“The chap who came on ahead did fine.”
“What other chap?” The new doctor asked.
The Doctor smiled. That was his exit cue. One more thing
though, before he and his companions faded into the night. He adjusted
the sonic screwdriver and aimed it at the TARDIS. It gave a rumble and
the pre-dawn air shimmered. A blue police public call box of the 1950s
stood incongruously next to the newly arrived 1916 army ambulance.
“You changed it back,” Rose said as she came
beside him, followed by Jack. “Good. Didn’t seem the same,
somehow.” She patted the door frame of the old, familiar, trusty
TARDIS as she passed over its threshold. As The Doctor set their course
to leave she slipped away and changed out of the nurses uniform. When
she returned they were in temporal orbit and preparing to enter the space-time
vortex. The Doctor was pretending to be busy at the console.
“Doctor…” He turned as Rose called softly to him and
was not entirely displeased when she hugged him. “I was mad at you.
And I shouldn’t have been. I realise now you didn’t want to
leave me out of the dangerous bit – you just wanted me to meet Rose
Cotton… my great grandmother. And that was sweet of you. And I was
mad at you and had no way of telling you I’m sorry if you didn’t
come back.”
“I always come back,” he said in reply. “You
can depend on that.” And he glanced at Jack momentarily and went
on. “I don’t mean to keep you away from the danger. You came
on board the TARDIS with me, knowing that it would take you to terrors
you couldn’t begin to imagine. And you’ve faced them all down.
And I’m proud of you, Rose Tyler. You are fantastic. And if sometimes
this 949 year old duffer forgets that you’re not a little girl who
has to be protected, remind me how fantastic you are and overrule me.”
“Ok.”
It’s a deal.” Then another thought crossed her mind. “It
was so strange in the hospital. Nurse Cotton… she said she had never
seen it so quiet. We looked at the patients – a lot of them were
dead. She said that happens every night, but usually not so quietly. And
all of the others… they were so calm. One of them woke up and he
said an angel had taken away his pain.”
The Doctor said nothing.
“It was you. It was, wasn’t it?” He still
didn’t say anything, but his eyes seemed to give her the answer.
From their usual clear, soft slate-grey they seemed to harden to something
like dark granite and for a fleeting moment they seemed like portals into
either heaven or hell. Rose wasn’t quite sure which. But she had
the feeling he knew which of the two any man’s soul was destined
for – except possibly his own. But then the moment passed and he
looked at her and smiled and she remembered that this was the man whose
love for her even a Dalek had recognised, and the fleeting glimpse into
what it meant to be him, vanished.
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